"Balancing those two", hmm what comes to mind at the moment is a coin. On one side it's a beautiful shiny carved landscape & on the other side it's rugged, dirty & maybe got some old dried up gum on it. But you see, those are judgments. Take that away and the coin is still worth what it was intended to be worth. Divinity is always divinity. Our judgment gets in the way of that simple truth & in doing so that "coin" may never be used or picked up. Because of layers of fear. Belief that it's not worthy because of some perceived "dirtiness" which is a judgment which is an illusion, in truth. Illusions tend to fall away once I choose to dwell in truth. And it's scary because we've been conditioned to believe in illusion so it's automatic, BUT hopeful because we can do something about it.